Strawberry Avalanche - What a Nice Visual

So I'm feeling extremely claustrophobic right now.
Don't get me wrong, I've had some pretty good days - busy, with friends, hell even contributing to society volunteering my saturdays pounding nails. That was fun, I liked that. The overseer's name is Bob, as in yes Bob the Builder. He likes us, I like him. He's got really pretty blue eyes.
But still I'm feeling claustrophobic. It has something to do with my new Vietnamese shadow, the one who smiles at everything, never gives a definite opinion, and laughs at stupid things. She's sweet, in a cute, little child kind of way.
I'm sick of her.
I need my space. NOW.
And I can't get out of the house because my mom says I need to do stuff bc I'm not going to be here for 4 days and that means everyone's going to be doing my chores...a weak argument in itself bc I don't really have definite chores to begin with.

And in a week I'm going back to this place, a place I haven't seen in 2 years. It's a golden place, as fickle as a white flash of sunlight. I've been waiting forever to go, but now the excitement is fading,,, probably has something to do with the fact that I'm STILL going to be with my little smiling shadow the whole fucking time. Also, my french grandfather is dying.

Sarah has a huge bottle of vodka, she told me just this afternoon. We haven't been on the best of terms lately, mostly her fault, and she feels guilty, so now I know for sure she won't drink it without me. Ha.

***Check this and dance like a retard:
Play it for the Girls
by Danny Saucedo

An Old Teenager's Ultimate Love Songs

Annie
by SafteySuit

Slow Show
by the National

Blue Jeans & White T-Shirts
by Gaslight Anthem

J'ai Demandais a la Lune
by Indochine

Iris
by the Goo Goo Dolls

Escape
by Enrique Iglesias

Sweet Child O' Mine
by Guns & Roses

If You Leave
by OMD

Tech Romance
by Her Space Holiday